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disapointment

April 22, 2009 (Night)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: hot hot hot.

Comments:
It was just not my day.
I was not a barnacle, not even close.
It was so upsetting.
my 800, oh gosh..it was so hot. and about a lap and 100 meters into it a bug flew into my eye.
and I had no hope until the last 200 and I told myself "run crazy". but it made not much difference.
and for the next hour I told myself my mile was going to be great.
and I really felt like it was.
and I honestly felt like CRAP during my race.
I felt like I was going so fast but when the guy read of my times I knew I wasnt at all.
I tried to keep with that girl but..my mind gave up, as did my body.
and when coach screamed that I had 6:30 I tried so hard..yet I got 7:14 and I couldn't bear such disapointment.
Tears rolled down my face. It was truly heartbreaking for me.
I just ran it, but I got no results.
almost fainted twice which takes a toll.
Im exhausted.
4x400 tomorrow, I'll prove myself there.
I have to.

I'm so proud of you Sarah.
6:06 is crazy.
down right crazy.
your a beast.