View Workout (Corey Williams)

Return to Log

episode IV

November 18, 2014 (Morning)

Exercise Type: Run

Comments:
"a new hope". i havent watched a star wars movie in, maybe years. while i understand why they are beloved movies, i actually wouldnt put any of them that high on my list of movies. but that title is important to whats been on my mind as of late. the idea of hope. in my opinion it is one of the best and worst things someone can have. really difficult to put into words but i can think of a lot of examples of both in my life. there are no indications that i will find a job i like and get to live where i want to, and have the right people around me, but theres this illogical idea that everything will end up okay even though there is nothing that directly tells me it will be okay. but it will be. and its beautiful. but then theres the awful everlasting kind of hope that resides on the other side of the coin. when you want something so badly, you ignore logical explanations why you cant have it. or that someday it could happen if you just change the way you act. hope is fickle. i think love is probably a lot like hope. sometimes you feel it for someone and you cant explain why, and even if they dont feel the same way, you still do. you cant tell them how much you love them. and that sucks. but then theres those people who you love, and they love you back just as much. you dont have to tell these people you love them. you often do but its just there. you both know it. and there arent many better feelings than that. so its easy to forget that the good side of both hope and love exist when you've been absorbed in the bad side for a little bit.