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Oura awful

November 20, 2019 (Morning)

Exercise Type: Run

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Today was a doozy. FUCK OURA SHO. I hate the days that I have to dance monkey dance in Japan. I watched a shit ton of Track and Field video highlights yesterday. SUPER fun, but went to bed too late. I woke up this morning and just stuck some concealer on and shot out the door. I peaced out of Oura quickly and caught the bus back to Takaramachi. Oura was crazy. I was in a pretty bad mood because I remembered two years ago...

The people were nicer, but the workload felt more or less the same. I think the event should be seriously reworked. The teachers should put more prep into it...or something...it's crazy as it is and way too much work for us poor foreign teachers. I had my bitch face on HARD the entire time. I'm just...tired of being an English monkey. I'm a resource yes, but I'm also a person. Treat me as such and I'll work hard. Don't treat me as a person and I'll be rude to you. I was pretty short and made my feelings clear to Tanya's supervisor by giving extremely short answers and walking away without smiling. I think she picked up that I was tired. Maybe she thought I was pissed, maybe not. I was.

Anyways, I jumped on the bus, stopped by the grocery store, and went on a run. Then ate a solid dinner and drank copious amounts of red wine. I had an after dinner snack of almond shortbread from the conbini which was nice. I finished my wanikani.

Now I'm exhausted. I have another 5 classes at elementary school tomorrow and I'm in the free and clear for the next week because my amazing mom is coming to visit me. I'm so incredibly excited to have som fun with her and get myself on the right track to start thinking about the future.

No more dance monkey dance. I'll start choosing my interests instead of personal growth. It's been a long two years of finding my inner core. I'm looking forward to get back into academic pursuits.