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bk hills etc.

September 22, 2010 (Afternoon)

Exercise Type: Run

Weather: 80 and humid, kind of raining

Comments:
oiy. so we ran to AU for warmups, but lacked most of the captains and like half of the team and Anthony so things were rather haphazard. by the time we got to BK and got sorted into groups, it was already late and alot of people were not feeling it.
It was tough for me to be around a not-so-motivated group, so I sort of stepped into the captainly role, reminding people not to walk and motivating us up the hill and stuff. I'm not sure how beneficial it really was though, because I spent so much energy on everyone else that I was too distracted to really run a quality workout myself. I ended up running like 5 and a half hills (I was in the group to do 4) in order to get everyone from my group all rounded up and on the right track. But none of them were all out and it was just frustrating. I miss the days when running was such an easy activity, a way to find solace...I know I'm complaining so much right now but recently it's starting to feel like a chore. If anyone is reading this and wants to give me a pep-talk, feel free :) I'd LOVE it and I clearly need one haha...
also the run home from BK was so deathly. You know its bad when you've been yelling at/coaxing people not to walk all day and you pass the tree at ward circle and consider rolling into a ball and taking a nap in the grass instead of jogging the mile home...
AHHHHHHHHH what is wrong with me? why can't I focus on me? Why am I so concerned about everyone else on the team and I can't even get mySELF together? so ffrustrating